Sunday, November 29, 2009
:)
3:47 AM
absence will make the heart grow fonder :)
this is for you.
soon enough, it will be for me.
Love,
The Prof
toodles, woodles, poodles. seeyou!
2:42 AM
I am done with packing but my heart is not packed x.x
I need to wake up at 4am, that's 1 hour and 15 minutes later. So I am not sleeping x.x Boo, it's so bad for the skin and health of course. Hahaha.
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HAHA, A is no longer a jackjack! He changed his hairstyle. Yifeng stalks A too, hahaha xD
Okay, see you on the 16th :)
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越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方
是时间收拾你的心情了，
是时候规划未来了。
张嘉莹，加油！
Love,
The Prof
Friday, November 27, 2009
Christmas girl.
3:22 AM
I am happy for a breakthrough today. HAHAHA.
Although I have been telling people that I may not be back for Christmas if I am heading to Bandung & Bali, the truth is my heart wants to be back. One Christmas ago, I went for the altar call with no "yes or no", not knowing that it was salvation. & the next moment you tell me I am a Christian, hahaha, how would you react? It took me quite a while to get over this totally (haha, the small "you" cant get me lol). LOL. It started with an obligation to go for service or cell group meeting but it slowly transformed to a desire to go.
Then, the desire to bring friends started to grow because I saw or rather felt something different there. The culture - the Jesus culture, the loving culture, the unconditional culture, the forgiving culture - is what I hung on to. Lately, I have been too distracted or absorbed into myself, my life that I had misplaced the harvest opportunity. During cgm, He showed me one particular person, & YL's words enlightened me on many past opportunities that I have missed on saving that soul. The ache in my heart is as good as a mark of conviction. On top of that, the opportunity has found me :) However wrong it may be, no more excuses!
I want to be back for Christmas because I strongly felt something great is gonna happen :) :) :)
Afterall, it's a choice that I can make.
Leisure trips can wait :)
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
welcome domestic teejong
9:18 PM
When it was school term, I only had photos of sunrise - awake before the sun rises, in the studio during sunset. Now that it is the holidays, I only had photos of sunset - sleeping till noon, standing by the window with brother to capture the sunset HAHA :)
I think brother has an eye for photography and graphics. & I think his visual aesthetic memory is very strong :O He will make an awesome designer. I feel so discouraged. HAHAHA. Okay I am kidding. Not to mention, his music talent is amazing. (I must have left some genes for him hahahahaha)
What a rubbish paragraph.
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Anyway, I made Chocolate Dome today. & the left over melted chocs are used to coat the cornflakes. Chocolate Cornflakes as the by-product. PICTURES SOON :) Chocolate overload :) I think I will bring to cgm if the little monster tjong didn't finish it by tmr evening :)
Okay, I am heading down to Fairprice to do some grocery shopping for tmr's lunch. It's best to shop at this hour since the rush hour is over! Say hello to DOMESTIC JYTJONG :)
Love,
The Prof
Monday, November 23, 2009
what is this?
10:55 PM
It has been 2 weeks since the last submission and presentation.
The 1st week was non-stop shopping, movies, malls and more malls. By the end of the 1st week, this 'routine' was a little stale so towards the 2nd week, I became more homely. Haha, cooking lunch & dinner.. :)
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The recent movies that I watched.
2012, like a modernised Book of Genesis.
Goosebumps and all time climax.
& My Sister's Keeper is definitely not a movie to celebrate the end of the semester hahaha! Watched it the next day after my final submission.
I like the layering of the movie sequel, moderately nice :)
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& I'm leaving on the 29th to Medan :O I don't know what to look forward to. Last year, I went there to get away from my sadness, for healing. This year? I can only look forward to the
tentative meeting with J at Bandung (it goes by the middle name Shopping :p) and then to Bali but that would mean I won't be back for Christmas.. Touring Indo, how meaningful -.-
Love,
The Prof
Saturday, November 21, 2009
more than words.
7:37 PM
Haha, crying is therapeutic.
Therapeutic enough to make you feel stupid after crying over what happened, "Why on earth did I cry over such things?" Hahaha. The next time you know it, you have grown stronger.
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Time to pick up from where I stopped.
Knowing that it is one of my favourite food, she packed Lei Cha 擂茶 (a Hakka signature dish) for my lunch today. So guilty, yet loved at the same time. The urge to tear increases exponentially with each mouthful I take, and I'm not a fan of exagerration.
She deserved more than these.
Love,
The Prof
clock
3:48 AM
Growing up, was never the same again.
It comes with more responsibility.
It was partly my fault this evening, but shoving a knife down my throat is never gonna work anymore. & what? Grounding a 20 year old? I cannot believe enough. When you chose to free me, trust me. Now that you want to tie me down again, you know it is never gonna be the same again.
The apology was made yet the awkward silence is there to stay. Let time do its job or let me do it the Jesus way; PRAY.
I wished sleep could take it all away, but it didn't. So here I am at 4am in the morning, looking for my Father.
Take away the ugly tear-tainted face, oh and the puffy eyes, and whatever emotions that are not of You please!
Well, it's time to get some rations. Locking myself up from 530pm till 4am, that makes it almost 12 hours, without food and water.. Haha, I cannot be more stupid and childish.
It's a night to remember, the worthy reflections are here to stay.
I am sorry, mom.
Love,
The Prof
Thursday, November 19, 2009
the C way
11:32 PM
Loved today, somehow, somewhat. The rain may have poured mercilessly on me, and that the ice skating plan was thrashed, we had fun playing with the 'balloon'! We do things the C way :)
Here's my friend; she can fall asleep anywhere, anytime!
Love,
The Prof
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Zzz!
5:40 PM
The rain is dampening. It killed all my enthusiasm for clubbing tonight, for the discussion of TCC's xmas decor, for shopping with mum. It drains off energy. So here I am, waiting for dad to pick us up for dinner..
